Survivor

It's a strange word.

Think for a moment what it can imply.

I mean...I survived this past week. It was crazy hectic, but I am here and not at all worn out...granted Ed and I pretty much lounged this weekend as the girls were both gone, but that was quite nice. I think we both still need time to recover from everything that has been happening to us since May.

In many ways I still can't believe the summer really happened. Of course when I look down it is pretty hard to ignore but I think in some way how I have coped is by being in a bit of denial about the whole thing. I don't know...my mind is constantly trying to make some sense of this. What is my purpose now? Granted it has made me realize once again how lucky I am to stay home and how much I want to continue to do that and be a part of the girls lives as much as I can before it isn't cool anymore. But I feel like there is more.

I have thought about finding a way to share my experience or maybe educate. I don't know. I kind of had an inspiration last night....what if we don't just educate the young women....but what about the men too? I mean if they are in a relationship they should help...they may be more of an expert on a woman's "girls" than she is!!!!

Anyway...just a thought:)

Hope you all are bundled up and how many of you are doing a happy dance as I am that we are getting a freeze tonight?!?! Yay-my allergies will be dormant for a few months:)

Blog ya later-
K