hmmmmm

I'm really not sure what to title this one.
not sure where I'm at these days.

I do know a few things....
1-my margins were all clean so as of Oct. 1st I was cancer-free. Woohoo.
2-in achieving that goal I lost two things I didn't think I would miss quite as much
3-corsets must have really, really sucked
4-I'm still a bit nervous about what comes next


I have looked at myself in those precious few minutes a day I am allowed freedom from the death vest...aka a compression vest, which yes, I know, is a good thing and performs a much needed and appreciated mission, but totally, totally is a big pain in the patootie...and...I am not that shocked per se. I mean yes...it is flat..a bit concave in parts which just goes to show they were waaaay too ginormous and a good thing to be rid of. Yes, there is a scar going all the way from the side of my armpit to almost the center or my chest on each side...gonna make swim suit shopping just that much more fun!Ha!

BUT...the space in between where they were and where they will be..is exactly the same as a week ago. And even though it really is quite different.....its still me....just a less of me, that's all.

Anyway-hope you all are well-
Blog ya later-
K