Well now...

it would seems as if I have a new diagnosis and plan of action as of this morning.

The MRI came back showing that the original lump is actually bigger than they thought, 3cm, and that there is a second lump further or deeper in my breast. Sooooo, they are now going to do surgery to check the lymph nodes this Wed. morning and then I will meet with the oncologist next Monday at 7:30 am(don't they know I am not a morning person?!?!? sheesh) to discuss the results and plan the chemo regimen which will start next week also! The mastectomies surgery has been put on hold until after the first round of chemo. Now I have no idea as of yet how long that will be or what it will include as far as how many treatments a week and what meds and of course........this could all change if the surgery Wed. shows that it has spread to the lymph nodes.

Anyway, I just thought I would let you all know what was happening. As far as how I am doing...pretty good still, starting to get tired of the tables getting turned on me time and time again, but maybe that's just God's way of asking me to trust Him and give this over to Him. And I must admit that although I do believe it......I am kind of a control freak about me and I am struggling with not being in any kind of control over this. Oh and the girls have been on summer vacation for precisely one week and I am already at my wits end...soooo

take my children...please :P

Just kidding...well mostly, but keep them in your prayers too.

Blog ya later-
K