Edgy

Apparently I have gotten a tad edgy! I didn't mean to, I guess it just sorta happened. I have to think it might have something to do with my current state of health, but perhaps I have just gotten jaded in my old age!LOL

Well I have to say this week has been tough. The port is not nearly as.....unobtrusive as I thought it would be! It has been quite an adjustment and I am still not completely convinced that everything is ok but I am slowly accepting it. Ed has been wonderful. Taking care of my every need and whim and when he was back at work checking on me several times a day. I couldn't have asked for a better man and I am so thankful that God saw fit to let me share my life with this one:) He has been patient with my fits of despair(yes, I do have them) and also my chemo brain when I can't find the right words. He has taken up all of the household chores like a trooper and still made the yard look beautiful at the same time. And not to mention he actually set foot in "Teen and BeTween" yesterday to get a present for a party L went too..he really is amazing:)

It has been quiet up till yesterday, as the girls were at the lake with my parents all week. Who are also amazing btw:) And I really appreciated it as I needed the rest, but it is nice to have the swirling chaos they bring back in our lives as well.....for now anyway, I may change my mind next week, we'll see:P We are indulging B in a "Harry-thon", she likes Harry Potter quite a bit and we watched "Chamber" last night and now they are settled in on the couch watching "Sorcerer's Stone" and reading on this somewhat gray and gloomy day and that is fine by me as I will join them shortly:)

Hope you all have had a nice week and enjoy the weekend. We will be at HSM at the Muny tomorrow night......I'll let you know how that one goes but I do know the girls will enjoy it greatly and it looks as if Mother Nature is going to cooperate on temps too:)

Blog ya later-
K