Antsy.....

I feel good...really good...antsy.....and that's NOT good.....sigh.  I mean I am still totally aware of my physical limitations as far as lifting, turning/rotating, bending and somewhat general soreness in the mid -section still but...I feel good!!!!!

More important...well not important...but in this case definitely more weighing on me is that I feel like I'm not doing........I'm the doer!!!!   I make the schedules...coordinate the various lives....plan the rides and meet-ups and ....everything...and not only can I not do any of that...I truly can't plan it b/c....I can't do it!!!!  I need to drive!!!!!!

I know...patience....it is just a blip in time....there is nothing that has to be done.....needs to be done.....that can't wait buuuuuuu....sigh...I am not going to be a very happy older person......whichever of you ends up with me.....you should really keep in mind how much your mother loves her freedom in whatever form she can get it...and you should probably hide your keys ;) I want to walk more......I have things that are coming up on my calendar......bling I want to get......things...okay races.......plans!!!!

I also have a growing list of questions I have for my check-up next Wed.....it might be a VERY long appointment!! :/

Oh and...the TM had her first game away today.  She rode a bus and went... and played away.....she is so old suddenly.....and I feel so old suddenly....when did that happen...how did it happen so FAST?????  And then I sat across the table from them at dinner and watched as they both had braces(which has so suddenly aged the PTM) and had inside jokes about things and just how lucky I was to be their mom and get to see them grow up and how suddenly they looked so.....old.......sigh......

Blog ya later-
K~QM