Buh-bye 'Girls', Hellooooo 'Ladies'

So as of this point when I am writing this in under 24hours and I will have the new 'Ladies' !
And yes, I think that is what I will call them from now on. I mean the slang "girls" has so many levels to it and for me it was kind of just the first step to them "growing" up(and out~lol) and becoming true "Ladies". And honestly, I am thrilled that I will no longer have the blobs that are migrating towards my armpits and will get teardrop shaped pretty perky ...well.....honestly I don't know that I will ever consider them boobs/breasts because let's face it, they're not, but that's ok, they will be very nice shaped 'Ladies".

Now...having said all that.....I am actually very very nervous~lol! I know, I know, after everything I've been through it seems sort of silly to worry about this as it is relatively quick and painless comparatively speaking(or so my Dr says anyway!) but that hasn't convinced that tiny voice in my head that is scared and likes to repeat all the "what ifs" it can think of...stupid voice!
And altho I am happy that I waited and I think in the long run it will give me the best outcome as far as how they look and how I have been able to recover both emotionally and physically...it has definitely given me waaaaaay too much time to think about it, that was a nice thing about the whirlwind of last year, I didn't have all that much time to obsess over things and that was nice~sigh.

So I now am letting go of all the projects I did not get done in the past two months(and that right there shows just how much I have changed!!!! LOL) and embracing the fact that I will be unable to do much of anything for the next 6 weeks by checking out a ton of books from the library and by not watching a lot of TV so I can watch it on the web all next week:) After that I am sure I will start to go stir crazy so I will take any and all recommendations on books to read, movies to watch and hobbies that do not require you to lift your arms!

Soooo, I hope you all have a wonderful week, I will post again after surgery and let you know how it went. Enjoy the beautiful weather(and yes, part of me thinks it's highly ironic, Mother Nature I'm speaking to you, that it has rained for almost a month straight and now that I am going to be down and out it is supposed to be an Indian Summer November...sigh) and get some sunshine for me...vitamin D is good for ya you know!

Blog ya later,
K