Adrift

I know..once again with the ocean/lake metaphor...but I do love it so and it has really summed things up for me at several points during this journey but...I don't actually mean me at the moment, I mean the blog. I myself have moved onto another body of water..a stream, not sure to where yet, but, I'm going with the flow:D LOL

You see the blog started out as a place for me to express myself. I wrote a few times when I was so inspired and then the big mean C man attacked and the blog became one of my lifelines to sanity. Having this outlet was amazing for me as it allowed me to put words down and release what was behind them...sometimes multiple times, but the act alone was very cathartic for me. And then the connection I had with you all and knowing I had this network of people who cared about me, kept me afloat in the dark times, but it seems like that is all the blog was about for so long, as was my life, and now that my life is not...I'm struggling with where to take the blog and how to change it.

So bear with me as My Mishmash has some growing pains please:)

And btw my one year checkup was all clear last week and the appt. with the PS went well and we are on track for Sept for the real fake ones:)

Tomorrow is the Komen race in STL and I will be there with Ed, the girls, my parents and a good friend. Because of some very wonderful and amazing people I raised over $1000!!!!! I actually made it into the Top 100 Fundraisers list!!!!! Thank you, thank you, thank you. I am humbled by your support.

Blog ya later,
K