I'm full...

apparently!

And yes, I am a bit surprised by that...and yet also ok with it .

I am surprised because when I look down.....well, they don't seem to be a big as I expected! That's not to say the aren't significantly bigger than I was two months ago...but...they are also significantly smaller than they were a year ago and so once again I am kind of floating in the no-woman's land of "I have no idea what will happen but I am trusting it will be ok".....honestly.. hate that place...I don't even want to see a road sign pointing towards it in my future....*sigh* and yet ..it is where I am and will be for then next few months until I get the real fake ones.

Because...and this is just one more thing they don't tell you up front...I don't know why..but..anyway, that apparently the expander boobs do not look anything like the real fake ones! And..I have to hope they are right because..well...lets just say right now it kinda looks like I am always lying down....they aren't as......out in front as one would think for "perky" boobs! Now I was told this is due to the fact that this implant has no defined shape, it's just the "workhorse" to do the stretching! And... in the long run, that is a good thing and all but ....have I mentioned I am not a patient person by nature....and I am really tired of waiting this year....is driving me crazy!

So I went in for my fill on Friday and one of my questions was do I have to wear a bra? No--Hooray, because ..well..just hooray:D and the second was how will we know when I am "full"?
B/c I have no idea obviously and she said she knew, and then looked at me with a very critical eye and said,"I think you will be actually."
She filled the 60 ccs on each side and then said, "Yep..a nice C, right?"
I nodded and she said, "Ok we'll see you in a month to make sure and we also want it to be a tight fit...even have to stretch a tiny bit with the real fake ones vs. being over stretched so I think you will be just right!"
And then she left. And the more I have thought about it..that makes excellent sense and everything will fall differently with the different shape,.. so ok. But hmmm...I'm done...seems weird and...makes me realize I need to do more exercise on the mid section...*sigh*

And ..I am so ready for March...and spring, even though it is still three weeks away....just tired of cold with no snow..its no fun that way!

Hope you all have a wonderful weekend:)

Blog ya later-
K