Classic Blunder

Not the most classic blunder of all time mind you.....ya know....starting a land war...in Asia..... lol :D (it's from a movie...not a political jab....per se)

But none the less something that is painful any year and is especially so this year......I bought a swim suit!

You may be saying now K....why? why? why?

To which my response is this....having worked for years(7) in a store that originated as a swimsuit shop I have gotten it down to a science and every year previous to this one have ordered from a specific company, Venus, because they carry D and DD size tops and decent coverage bikini bottoms and I love my sun so I usually opt for the bikini. Anyway, if you do have that cleavage you know how limited the options are and frankly I am very picky color wise so I always order early. And also because we do spring break in Florida so I need it by the beginning of March.

So anyway.......altho I won't need the bigger sizes this year on top...which is kind of nice....I will need different coverage!!!!!!! I realized looking at the way the suits are cut this year that a deep V seems to be the trend and I just can't do that. I think there would be scar showing and although I'm not ashamed...it's not a conversation starter I want to broadcast at the beach and pool. Plus....I must be honest here...for soooooooooo many years I have had to wear a bra style with straps that I am kind of excited because the one style that would seem to do the trick on coverage is a bandeau top!!!!! Yes folks, that means no tan lines on my shoulders.....woohoo!
And...this is the best part...Venus happens to carry that style top that has a "flutter" front on it so it covers my tummy too!!!!!!! but its not tight like a tankini...it is the best flaw covering ever!!!!!!!

So I am kind of happy...and yet...when it came in the mail and I took it out.....and I looked down at what I have in the booby spot and what I want......I'm a little nervous that I don't have enough time by spring break to fill it out enough. I have realized looking at myself in the mirror these past few months that I have a wide upper torso and altho my boobs were big before, they suited me.....I am not going huge again.....I am just wondering how its gonna look and I can't project forward in my mind and its driving me crazy!

So....that's my classic spring blunder for the day.....

Hope you all are well and TGIF....thank goodness its Feb. I think Jan was the official worst month for me as far as days incapacitated due to one reason or another! So glad I'm movin' on.

Blog ya later-
K

PS..in case you couldn't figure it out b/c I tend to meander around when I write...the blunder was thinking of swimsuits at all...let alone while I'm still growing boobs!