I am...no, really...I am, and....I am so hormonal its crazy....but, it's all good because that truly just means my body is getting back to normal....still waiting on that visit from Aunt Flo...but I am not minding that as much:)
Anyway..by hairy I mean everywhere but my head! Not that my hair there isn't coming along, it is, in fact I am hoping that by the New Year I will be going hat less unless its cold! But hair is coming in on my face and neck.....granted it is blonder than blonde and finer than fine, but......I can see it even if no one else can...ya know? I feel like I have aged a ton suddenly because that is not supposed to happen until I am much older and can't see well enough to care that my face is hairy!!!!!
The hormones are a similar story in that I feel like I'm on this emotional roller coaster everyday! I wonder if this is just the real me coming out since it's the first time(except when pregnant or breast feeding) in 15 years that I haven't been on birth control.....hmmm, regardless, I cry all the time..literally....all the time. I started crying today walking down the hallway at the girl's elementary school on the way to the copy room! "Why, did something happen?" you might ask....nope. I was just walking...seeing the older kids(who were dressed in 18th century clothes today) in the hall helping younger kids with reading, all the teachers in the classes I passed engaging the kids and a couple of smiling urchins bopping down the halls themselves and this sudden feeling of overwhelming thankfulness and happiness that my children were able to be here and participate made me cry......just like every commercial does...
I need to buy stock in Kleenex.
Anyway....hope you all are well.
Blog ya later-
K
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