Biopsy

That word conjures certain images in one's head and let me tell you....mine were on the money.

I had my biopsy on the lump today. While the actual procedure was not all that painful, the numbing shot sucked and now, 3 1/2 hours later I am quite sore. I can't quite describe it in relation to anything b/c I have never felt this way before. But needless to say it was/is not pleasant. And now of course we are back to the waiting game....as the labs will not be back until after the holiday weekend and even then probably not until late on Tuesday.

I feel like I'm in a holding pattern. Almost like I'm adrift in the ocean and I can see the shore....but I have no paddle, there is no breeze and the currents are making me stay in place. I can't get closer, but I'm not drifting farther away either. It's not completely unbearable, it's a beautiful day on this ocean and I'm surrounded by my friends and family on my raft, but darnit all if I don't want to get to shore and get settled into this next journey in my life.

That and the fact that I have been quite scatterbrained this week....frankly it's disconcerting and I don't like it one bit!

Anyway, I will keep you posted.

Enjoy the holiday and remember all of those who have gone before to ensure that we can.
God Bless America and God bless all of those who are serving in the military and God bless you too.

Blog ya later-
K