Monday, September 29, 2008

My "girls"

Soooo...I have less than 48 hours left with the twins and I am starting to think I should have enjoyed them more than I have.....

After all...they never got to experience Mardi Gras and getting beads, they've not seen the sun..EVER(ok well at least not since I was out of diapers anyway), they have never been to the east side, or really even on a bar dancing, heck they don't even really pop out of any of my clothes, and they have never helped me do a jello shot or put on lipstick a la Molly Ringwald in Breakfast Club, the poor girls have led a rather shelter life and it will soon be over.....I am feeling kind of neglectful-LOL

Ok, I kid....mostly anyway. I wouldn't actually have the nerve to do most of that stuff anyway! But I am starting to feel a bit sad that they will be gone soon. Don't get me wrong, I am still going to have the surgery, no question about that, and I will still have reconstruction and get my perky new boobs(YAY) but ..... they have been a part of me forever..like my whole life(LOL) and it will be strange to not have them anymore. So I am slightly melancholy about it at the moment.

I did have one nice moment this weekend though....I was doing laundry and emptying the dryer and found a bra that I had missed pulling out beforehand and I was very unhappy because it is one of my favorites until I realized...after Wed. I won't need them anymore!!!! And eventually even if I do want to wear a bra...it won't be this size anyway!!!!!! So no harm was done and it made me smile, so yes, there is still a big silver lining to it all:)

Hope you all had a nice weekend and are ready or fall weather finally, I certainly am:)

Blog ya later-
K

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Just think, by next summer you will have some new "girls" to show off in a bathing suit. You will be able to pick one by the way it looks instead of for the amount of support it offers. Again, gotta find those silver linings. You are in my thoughts and prayers every day. The girls include you in their bedtime prayer every night, and we will be saying an extra special one tonight. See you soon.

Robyn Essig